Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Herm thinkin bout it 2 daes ago, I tot of how fortunate I m...
Wadeva I wanted, mii parents will get it 4 mii...
I was listenin 2 e hi-5 set in mii room
Then suddenly tot of thiz...
I wanted a laptop, mii father got it as mii birthdae present thiz year...
I wanted a hi-5 set, mii father got it 4 mii 2 years back/ last year...
I wanted a tv set wif dvd player in mii room, he got 1
I wanted SCV in mii room, he oso got mii
I wanted mii own room, he cleared it... He stayed up late clearin mii room/soon 2 b room(2-3 years ago) it was used as a large store room... kept all his stuffs... eg largage bag, torch, light bulbs, eg...... It was damn cram
Now,if u cme 2 mii hse, u wud nve believe mii rm was used as tat b 4!!!
I wanted a dog, he agreed...
I wanted 2 learn violin, he gave mii permission but i dinn learn...
I wanted an i-pod, he got mii 1 / plus an MP3 which i dunno how a operate!!!
I wanted new phone, he got mii
I wanted new swim suit/ goggles, he got mii even thou its onli 2 mths usin it
I want 2 go anywhere, even thou he got other plans, he will sacrifice them...
I wann mure pocket money, he will give mii...
I went out 2 eat wif mii frenz, suppose 2 treat them, instead, he gave mii money to treat them... tat dae wif irwin n valen
I wan new crumpler bag, he will get it 4 mii...(sum more i hve 2)(different size)
Its lyk, from young, IM SPOILT!!!
Wadeva i wan, he will get it 4 mii!!!
Nw then onli i notice!!!
Its lyk... Im really SPOILT SPOILT SPOILT!!! Sum more im not e onli child!!!
I feel.....
I dunno how ta explain!!!
Its lyk... I feel sad tat i do not show tat I appreciate all tat he has done 4 mii!!!
I dunno la... its lyk... whenever he gets mii new things, I lyk dunno how ta sae thx...
Juz started saein it recently onli lyk thiz year!!! ...
Im lyk heartless!!! I dunno y... but guess wad... I dunn hug mi parents de...
I dunn tell them wad's on mii mind... I dunn sae I lubb them!!!
I oways think twice b 4 saein out anything... eg when we chat...
N I see mii father lyk onli 10 months out of 12...As he goes oversea veri often!!!
2 work la...
While I see mii mother everydae... when i get home, b 4 goin trainin, b 4 goin school...
I dunno la... its lyk... they sacrifice alot 4 mii!!!
But 1 thing, I dunno how ta show tat I actually lubb them...
I lyk... feel tat... veri weird showin tat lar....
I really dunno wad 2 do...
Tat's y wheneva I buy things, I will not ask them 4 money le... I will use mii own savings...
I feel GUILTY!!!
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VaLerIe out
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